hmm...i wonder why life is full of things that usually make you wonder why you belong in this world. If i was never born and if i never belonged in this family and if there was something that can change all the things i had atm...wouldn't that be the best thing in the world??

What if i stepped out of my house today and a car hit me and i lost my memory..? For someone who is suffering in ths world because of the people around them or because something bad happened recently that would be the perfect thing. Don't know why but o well.

Why does it always happen that the people who cherish life always leave this world unwantedly and the people who actually wants to leave this world have to stay here. Life is just a misery at this point.

It is very hard to meet someone that u can talk about secrets with...when this person leaves you unexpectedly what will happen? What will you do? If i had a choice i really want to leave this place that i never belonged to..

..and then wander to a place where everyone and everything accepts and respects my own view and what i truly believe in. Living in a place for a long time and then realising that you never actually knew the place is very scary.

I wonder what it is like to live outside....away from your family. Earning your own money. Buying what you like. Doing what you want to do. Away from the invisible walls that didn't allow you to go outside and discover what we really want to do...what we enjoy doing..

If there was just one person that can share my thoughts with....if there was just that one person that can give me their opinion on what path they think they would like to take. If there was just that one person that i could trust.