We are THE ay-shunns! <3 ^^
have fun reading! *joy*
navigate using the bars above
ok, so you have trouble navigating? =P
ELAINE IS NICE, so she'll give you a clue =]
there's SECRET writing on the bars...
so.. hmm.. how do you get it to show itself?
use the mouse! click and drag, gogogogo!
or you could always just randomly click xD
whee~! <3 elaine =] who rocks THE MOST =P... AND PANSY!! ^^
OneLove;OneLife x3
x3. muusic
Foh your entertainment.. =D, btw, if you want a song posted, please dont hesitate to request..
this kid is like... 12 years old... 0.0'' sorry, cant think of anything else to put up... it's nice music!
Elaineopedia
Pansy, muwahaha!!! pansyy ish the most awesomest!!
Jes-SICK-ahhhhhhhhhhh T_T =P
Grace, Yesh, the totally awesome/cool grace ish here
friends forever!
Carlingford High School 10'08
crazy and high
save your sorrows for tomorrow, i'll be your lullaby!
TWO and Diana is high
THREE which is why she is called the highness xP
FOUR Elaine is the nerd
FIVE therefore she's known as Elaineopedia *duhhh*
SIX Pansy is NOT awesome
SEVEN joking, because she is the MOST awesome (ie not just plain awesome)
EIGHT Jess is sick because she is well, sick =P
NINE I have no idea why I am doing this.
TEN Because I am officially bored? xD
ELEVEN Supposedly, this page can be for just about ANYTHING =]
TWELVE lalala, so when we DO find something to put, we can put it here xD
THIRTEEN anyway, I LOVE BEING AN AYSHUNN =]
FOURTEEN and we shall personalise, personalise, personalise! this skin is soooo.. malleable =]
FIFTEEN ooh and guess what? I ROCK =]
FIFTEEN 1/2 we ALL Love Elaine x3 <33
ALL: celebrate and just ENJOY THE HOLS! remember to blog ppls! =] STUDY FOH HALF YEARLIES PEOPLE
Diana: just be crazy and high
Elaine: prac piano and read bible, but rmb to slack as well, whee~! ^^
Jess: uhh, Jess can do what jess wants to do.. lol
Pansy: grow taller taller TALLER =] xP you still have a longgggggggggg way to go XPP or should i say, highhhhhhh way to go? xDDDD
Grace: LOL.. err, think of something for you to do!
im 302nd , close enough ;D
and to Elaine - well explained, i totally agree with what you said and you even cleared some stuff up for me, so thanks :)
PANSY - WHY THANK YOU ;DDDD
school tomorrow, yipppeee doodles (N)
sorry to kill everyones moood but according to me, ive had the best term holidays ever, lol.
for some very obvious reasons haha.
though school kills it once i get back , really , (N)
i miss holidays already though it hasnt officially ended.
love you guysss, cant wait to see you tomorrow (:
elaine good luck with your examss !
and i miss you bucketloads. :(
xoxxx
let's see if i can spot all the changes.
opening page. AND PANSY!! ^^. OneLove;OneLife x3 (tsk, EGO!!!!!!!! one love is JESUS? XPP HAHAHAHA)
HAWT Muusic. XP typical. and the music itself XP
+ the x3. muusic
Foh your entertainment.. =D, btw, if you want a song posted, please dont hesitate to request..
PROFILE PAGE. LOL! i can't believe you added grace in but forgot to add her name into the "Diana, Elaine, Jess & Pansy" bit XP nice quote! hahahah SING FOR ME THEN XP
fifteen random facts... *touched* XP except the "*duhhh*" bit XP
things to be done, LOL, thanks for adding grace XDD
yay you rock pansy ^^

if you havent noticed already, there are some small changes made to the
blog.. i think
lol, i also changed the muusic playlist, so listen to it!
ahh
school on wed.. T_T
but it took me this long to come to a conclusive explanation
in short, there are TWO types of "bad" things that happen on this earth:
1. something which SEEMS bad, but turns out to be good in retrospect
2. something that is actually bad.
the first type is self explanatory, but from the christian POV, why does the 2nd happen?
again, there are a few possible explanations.
- as humans, we have all sinned against God by turning away from Him. and because of our sin, we cause bad things to happen on this Earth (like, murder, war, etcetcetc)
but, what about the things that we seem to have no control over? things like disease/death?
- death is the consequence of our sin. EVERYONE (christians included) deserves to die. BUT because of God's never ending grace, through Jesus, who died so that we could live, those who believe in Him (christians) are saved and have eternal life.
and then there are the other bad things that happen. could be irritating/annoying, or even devastating. and also, why do bad things happen to christians if they are protected by God??!
- one word: Satan. the devil. see, Satan is pure evil, and he is filled with a rich and deep hatred of all goodness. thus, he has a never ending desire to destroy everything which is good. the most obvious target of course is Jesus - the epitome of purity and innocent and goodness and just awesome amazing wonderfulness. but of course, Satan could never destroy Jesus, and thus Jesus triumphed over Satan. but Satan doesn't give up - he starts targeting the world, and its people, especially Christians, to deter them, and cause them to doubt that God exists, to resent God, to blame God for the bad things that happen, when really it is SATAN that is doing all these bad things in the world. why? because he is EVIL, and he doesn't want anyone to be able to receive the gift of eternal life and be happy and joyous when they are reunited in heaven with God.
BUT, God bounds Satan through the faith of His followers. if we believe in God truly and with our whole hearts, and we patiently endure all that Satan throws at us, Satan will have no hold on us, as God will give us strength to overcome all the temptation and evil desires and bad things that are caused by our sinful natures.
and so, it is NOT God teasing you - it is Satan, trying to prevent you from becoming a Christian. and are you really going to be manipulated in this way?
ALL we have to do is believe. believe, and live life as God calls us to live, and we receive the best gift ever - that of eternal life, WITH GOD, in heaven. and it's not just life in heaven, with God as our father even on this earth, we are so blessed and protected and loved and looked after.
hmm this is probably a lot to take in, but yeah, anything that i've skimped over and if anyone who reads this wants to know more, PLEASE ASK ME, and i'll try my best to answer, yeah?
p.s. it is God speaking through me =]

iunno wat's been happening dis year...and particullarly these easter holidays
first it was QQ and now the epping car crash thing
....if u guys have been watching the news or reading the newspaper then u will all noe about the epping car crash...
...well apparently the one of the 2 people hu died in the crash was a family friend from my mum's workplace.
--mid 20's....just got citizenship and finished his master....and now wat happens??
**i will neva ever forget this easter holiday
wooo
hope the weathers goood and we all have a fun, safe time.
especially jesssss :)
and elaine, missing you !
must take extra photos just for you :)
love you xxx
[advice #1 ]
The pain of losing a loved one can never be expressed in words because words would fail to match up to the pain one goes through after the loss. Though we all know that death is the ultimate truth of our life but still the love for a dear one makes us forget this reality and we keep on bearing the unbearable pain.
As a famous proverb goes, “Perhaps they are not stars, but rather openings in heaven where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy.” So if you don’t want to make them unhappy then try not to keep on bearing the pain of the loss and just let them feel contented after noticing that you suffer no more from the unbearable pain of losing a loved one. Try to be happy and make your loved ones happiest. Though it is easy to say than get it done but we have to understand that if we keep on bearing this pain then we would be doing no-good to our health.There are many people who don’t give vent to their emotions and this makes their condition more serious. The best way to give vent to your inner feelings is through your tears. Weep for the last time and with those tears pledge that you would no more make your loved one sad by crying again. When you are done with all weeping and crying then remember all the loving moments you enjoyed with your loved one. Cherish these memories and instead of getting tears on your face get a big smile.Just remember that the person you love never goes away from your heart, he/she resides forever in some deep corner of your heart. When you could not get over the pain of losing a loved one then your heart suffers the most. If the heart is not well, imagine what would happen to the person residing in your heart! You have to get over the pain even if you don’t want to because you have no right to hurt people who love you. The sooner you understand this fact, the better it is.We hope the above article helped you some way in getting over the pain of losing a loved one. It is better to share your grief with someone and for that we are always at your service. [ your friendss are always here forr youu ]
[advice #2]
Best thing to do is get out of the house for a while, go see a movie or talk to a friend. Let yourself digest this change without consciously thinking about it. When you get back, maybe write about what you feel, what you will miss, all the good times you had. Just let yourself grieve. These things happen to everyone eventually; try to focus on the great life you provided for Furby, and how lucky you were to have had each other. Not all cats get people in their lives who love them so well.It will get better, I promise. Here's an *hug*
Some notess and quotes:
~The more you love someone, the greater the pain of losing them to death. The pain is deeper and more lasting when a loved one's death is very tragic, sudden and seemingly senseless.~
~true friendship isn't about being there when it's convenient; it's about being there when it's not.~
~Sometimes you put walls up not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down.~
~The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief, who can tolerate not knowing... not healing, not curing...that is a friend who cares.~
~A friend is a hand that is always holding yours, no matter how close or far apart you may be. A friend is someone who is always there and will alwayys care. A friend is a feeling of forever in the heart.~JESS, I am here and I care and I am sending you a huge hug and not letting go. <33 bitss="DD"><'' AND THE COLOUR I WANTT =( grrrrr
so don't allow the loss to drown out those happy memories with QQ, yeah? let him live on in your memories! =] for he shall be remembered forever, while he moves on to a happier place ^^
The angels are always near to those who are grieving, to whisper to them that their loved ones are safe in the hand of God.
Death is nothing at all, I have only slipped away into the next room. I am I, and you are you. Whatever we were to each other, that we still are. Call me by my old familiar name, speak to me in the easy way which you always used to. Put no difference in your tone,wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow. Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes we enjoyed together. Pray, smile, think of me, pray for me. Let my name be the household word that it always was. Let it be spoken without effect, without the trace of a shadow on it. Life means all that it ever meant, It is the same as it ever was; there is unbroken continuity, Why should I b eout of mind because I am out of sight? I am waiting for you, for an interval, somewhere very near, just round the corner. All is well. For I have gone to a city where the roses never fade.
~by: Canon Henry Scott Holland~
Surrounded by friends yet all alone
the one I loved God has called home
the hugs of friends helps ease the pain
and I know my loss is my loved one's gain
but tears now flow across my face
as I long for just one more embrace
then comfort comes and I see Christ's face
He hugs my loved one and I feel God's grace.
I was gna let her c QQ but then i was too scared that she might go depressed..
...and i guess QQ wanted to c his lover for one last time. sigh
o well..at least lucky and i will always remember him
i shall give him a present...his most loved CAT food
I MISS HIM
...he was such a KYOOTE cat
R.I.P QQ
and jess, WE ALL LOVE YOU! and hopefully our love will heal your wounds faster, yeah? cheer up =]
and no, i procrastinated again today T_T apart from doing a maths past year paper which i got a pathetic 85% for ><"

such a cute cat :]
if you ever need someone to talk to or hug you (haha) im always here !
and elaine, i will pray for you that you will stop procrastinating!
(which i highly doubt you are)
one week of holidays gone already, aiya.
but , aha, tuesday :D
can't wait to see you guyssss !
elaine... !! :(
miss you guys !
xxx
ps pansy.....grrr ! lol
QQ actually let me and diana touch him before..
and it was real cute... arghh...
that's real sad.
jess! why did you have to describe it in detail? T_T
how did lucky react?

stoopid people....if i found out hu ran him over im gna come hunt them down and then crash him/her even if i dunno how to drive YET
...mum woke me up dis morning at 6:30am and told me that QQ was laying on the lawn and it looked as if half his head was gone
so i went out with my PJ's and found him laying near the pole .... eyes were half closed and he had blood all over his body. Dad came out and asked wat happened....and then i went back into the house and slept and cried...literally man i haven't cried in ages
iunno i think i slept for another hour and then i woke up and told raymond about QQ and he tried to comfort me by telling me that QQ must have died as soon as he got hit. So i told raymond to go out and see QQ for the last time. But then we found out that he wasnt there...where did QQ go? Was he still alive? Wat did my dad do?
So we looked everywhere and i thought since my dad is really DUMB maybe he put QQ in the bin or something...so i told raymond to look inside the bin and raymond was like "QQ's eyes are half popped out...it's only held on by some strand. He's all bloody". *sniffs
i looked inside the bin and found QQ there
and then i looked onto the road and saw some smears of blood and so i thought..."QQ got run over by a car and then he was dragged along under the car. Since he appeared near the pole he must have dragged himself there. He must have been in a lot of pain." *burst out in tears
WHY?! Why the hell did they have to kill QQ? Even if it was an accident they could have taken him to an animal hospital! QQ was in so much pain!!! My dear cat...i will foreve miss u!
CURSE WHOEVER RAN QQ OVER! CURSE U!
SO YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED TO GO WITH ANYONE ELSE! (unless it's your bfs, then i might be nice and say yes XP WAHAHAHA)
yes! hahahaha we shall go watch together!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =]
been procrastinating a lot on work ><"
*sigh*
at least i've been consistently prac-ing piano/doing maths past year papers. REALLY need to study for english and bio, urghurghurgh.
help pray that i will. stop procrastinating. ><"

WE HAVE TO SEE THE MOVIE TOGETHER , ONCE IT COMES OUT :DD
hmhmmh im so excited for tuesdayyyyyyyyyyyyyy
yayy.
nothing much to blog about though (N)
except that its like one week of holidays already..
good thing in a way and not really.
hmm ,
hope you guys are having a great holidayyy~
xxx
PS I FINALLY HAVE iTUNES LOL
AFTER A CERTAIN FRIEND TOLD ME TO GET IT .. LOOOL
ITS RATHER GOOD (;
even though i dont have iTouch or an Ipod .. lol
they're making a movie for my sisters keeper...
it's coming out on the 30th of july or something..
cameron diaz is the mum.. =D
aww, and dakota fanning was meant to be playing kate...
lols,
and new moon is coming out on november.. lolol
x3
HAPPY HAPPY SWEET 16TH BIRTHDAY TO YOUUU !
HOPE YOU HAD A WONDERFUL FUN AWESOME HAPPY BIRTHDAY TODAY (:
& I'M GLAD YOU ENJOYED THE PRESSIE, HAHA ;D
WITH MUCH LOVE YOU TOOO XXX
PS , HAPPY EASTER HOLIDAYS TO EVERYONE ELSE :D
HAPPY HAPPY SWEET 16TH BIRTHDAY ~~
I HOPE YOU HAD AN EXCELLENT/FUN DAY AT SCHOOL DAY.
WISHING THAT YOU HAD THE GREATEST BIRTHDAY EVER ,
AND ENJOY GETTING YOUR L'S
HAHA
& YOUR BIRTHDAY PRESENT FROM ME AND WHOEVER ELSE IS GOING TO SHARE WITH ME , IS COMING SOON ;]
ENJOY YOUR BIRTHDAY CAKE & PRESSIES !
WITH MUCH LOVE,
GRACE :]
xoxox
ps ONLY 3 MORE DAYS OF SCHOOL TIL HOLIDAYS !!!!!!!!! (:
EVEN THOUGH YOU NEVER BLOG ANYMORE (hmph, forgot your password - how could you?!!)
HOPEFULLY YOU STILL VISIT THIS BLOG AND SEE THIS!!!
I DIDN'T FORGET YOUR BDAY! YAY! *feels proud of myself* HAHAHAHAHA XP
I MISS YOU! YOU BETTER COME TO ANY HOLIDAY OUTING AND I AM BUYING SOMETHING FOR YOU I DON'T CARE!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA
IF YOU DON'T TELL ME WHAT YOU LIKE I SHALL BUY SOMETHING THAT YOU DON'T LIKE AND YOU WILL BE WASTING MY MONEY BECAUSE YOU REFUSED TO TELL ME WHAT YOU LIKE, AHA XP
ANYWAY, HEARD YOU HAVE BEEN FREAKISHLY NERDISH AND HAVE DONE REALLY REALLY WELL IN ALL THE EXAMS! WAY TO GO!!! MUST BE MY REPLACEMENT OK? hahahahahahaha
and yeah HAVE A VERY VERY VERY VERY HAPPY BDAY!
AND MAY YOU GROW AS PRETTY AS ALL THE PPL YOU LIKE IN THE ASIAN DRAMAS AND THAT YOU MAY BE EVEN SMARTER AND DO EVEN BETTER AND COME DUX OF THE GRADE AND YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE YOU!!!!!!!! =]
I GOT 52% for maths test T_T

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